Yeah i dont want to end up in a state like that i have done it before not quite so intense but close.
My job at the moment is basically sitting down all day ao im really looking at getting dedicted to a strcit workout system to stay in shape im already slipping away since working this job
Guess im trying to train myself into working hard so i stick to it and not start just doing a few days here and there and get into a relaxed enviroment where i cant be bothered doing anymore exercise cause i already think its enough.