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How do I respond to this blog to(to give advice and yes serious)
just want to be happy not both.
It's weird at the same time I feel both happy and sad.
Happy because I finally learning to break away from bad people. Sad because most of those bad people will never leave my life completely.
Happy because school is finally looking up. Sad because I know that even though I may pass the class I won't pass the final IB testing.
Happy because I'm more in shape than I've ever been. Sad because I now realized exactly how bad it was before.
Happy because in the morning sometimes i feel beautiful. Sad because by the end of the day I feel ugly from all the self esteem I lost as the day went by.
Happy because I'm meeting and making a lot of friends this year. Sad because all the people I knew before are just drifting away.
Happy because I sometimes wake up knowing that I'll be better. Sad because no matter how much better I feel over time that sadness always comes back.
Happy because my mom is showing me she cares. Sad because it's still not enough
me : What do I say to her shes a friend and I noticed the way she acts
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