Slacking
I am definately slacking. Part of it has to do with the fact that I dont sleep (hardly at all). Because my days are so busy and my work hours are so late, I on average (Monday through Friday) get about 20 hours of sleep a week, and I train for four days of the week. I am getting better, and looking better, but am not moving towards my goal as fast as I know I can. Things just keep popping up the moment I get begin to take stride, and if it doesnt slow me down, it almost shuts me down. Life throws its problems at me and they must be delt with (or I can just lay down and die... yeah right.). I dont think that the problems or circumstances would affect me as much if I were working harder than I am to get where Im going. Instead of being dramatic instances, they would only be harmless minor setbacks. I see now that I have to go into my own little universe, live like a hermit and discard all distractions. I will live inside of my shell and when I emerge, I will be part of a whole new breed of fantastic.
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"One mind, one goal, one mision, one life, one chance to be the best. Victory or death." ---Warriorelite---
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