The Count Down Begins - 38 days left

thenewchamp · 07-30-2007, 08:49 AM

I started training 64 days ago for my First Figure Competition. I have 38 days left and I'm not sure how I'll get through it.

Originally I was posting blog journals on myspace and on bodyblog but I'm hoping to get more support through a Journal Thread.

Step 1 is to keep up the strength to go to the finish line...all my inspirational quotes and songs are not working; my 'psych out' Jedi mind tricks are dead to me.

Step 2 is to keep from popping off and ripping, everyone around me, off the hinges. I'm not sure I understand why people think this is easy and when someone walks up to me and says 'Yeah, I heard about your show and decided to do one too...we'll actually be doing the same show.' -Um, should I be insulted that you just up and decide to do this in your free time and treat it so non-chalantly? I've been working my a## off the last 2 months and at the last minute you figure you'll pick up a new hobby? You either looked at me and said 'if she can do it then it'll be a breeze for me to do this' (which pisses me off); or you looked at me and I made it look so easy that you feel training won't be a problem (not as pissed but still annoyed so stay away from me).

I'm 5 weeks out but my Coach is in his final week and I found out what else he'll have me cutting in the next few weeks...Oh, God!!! Crystal light and gum are my life right now and he's going to take that away when he cuts my carbs... I'll be a B$$$ and a half.

This morning was leg day...He has me doing a lot of heavy supersets that have really tightened up my legs but I'm not seeing the definition that I want just yet. No, I've never been this good of shape before so I should just relax and enjoy but I've still got these weird flaws in the most obvious places and after 60 days they don't feel as if they've changed...stubborn as I am.

I'm getting in less then 5 hours of sleep and I'm stressing out because Its hard for me to get in both hours of cardio with my work hours. I know this is stuff that everyone goes through...so don't mind me, I'm just cuz it makes me feel better).

God! I want a Rice Krispie treat smothered in chocolate and sprinkles. Can someone go and eat one for me and reply to this journal with a picture of them enjoying life?

Angela R · 07-30-2007, 09:04 AM

Hi. Well I don't like rice krispie treats....but I love chocolate, so I'll have some for you here soon =) If you want to check out my journal (Lift and Be Happy) I just posted some pics from a competition I went to Saturday. Some pics of the figure gals in there.

Which competition are you doing?

Although it's misery prepping, I can tell you show day is SO exciting and fun. It's all worth it, and it is definitely a lot more worth it when you are ready. Nothing worse than showing up at a competition eyeing up the other competitors and knowing you aren't there yet.

Good Luck and I'll be following along.

Angela

thenewchamp · 07-31-2007, 08:37 AM

Well today started out really well. I got up and worked back and did my first hour of cardio.

I was hoping to have a good day at work but I'm so tired. I stopped at the coffee shop and what do I see? In the window, underneath the Danishes are a plate of rice krispie treats (gourmet). They are shaped like flipflops and have different coating and icings and sprinkles all over them....Oh, resist! I just got my coffee and practically ran out of the shop.

I'm like a little child who has been told they can't have a cookie until after dinner...it only becomes a crucial desire when mommy says 'no'.

On the good note...I have a new penpal who is entertaining enough to keep my mind off of food. Not a distraction from working out but does sway my thoughts away from sugar...

Tonight I'm going running with a fellow lifter and then headed back to the gym for part 2 of lifting.

I won't be posting any new pics. I'll take them but keep them to myself...One reason is becuase I'd hate to intimidate other competitors into dropping out because its not fun to stand on stage alone (well, actually it is fun when it involves a pole and nasty music)! LOL!! The other reason is because I don't want the experienced to look at my photos and rip me apart yet (yeah, that sounds like the real reason).

Till tomorrow!

frogprincess72 · 07-31-2007, 09:45 AM

you crack me up... even tho you've been restricted from everything humanly desirable.. (can you still have sex at least? ha ha.. hey, maybe the rice crispy treat might be more enjoyable than sex right now.. who knows) you still have your sense of humor..and that will get you thru this and on to your competition! you're gonna rock the socks off the other gals!! keep it up cheryl... you're a tuff nut!

thenewchamp · 07-31-2007, 09:52 AM

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Originally Posted by frogprincess72

you crack me up... even tho you've been restricted from everything humanly desirable.. (can you still have sex at least? ha ha.. hey, maybe the rice crispy treat might be more enjoyable than sex right now.. who knows) you still have your sense of humor..and that will get you thru this and on to your competition! you're gonna rock the socks off the other gals!! keep it up cheryl... you're a tuff nut!

HAHAHA!! I was just telling someone that I need something to replace my need for comfort food. If everytime I had an orgasm when I was craving junk food...I'd never leave the house and I know I'd wear out the guy! LOL

Unfortunately, there is no one around to hit that nerve. Besides, I don't need to be going to theraphy for being a Nympho!

thenewchamp · 07-31-2007, 09:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Angela R

Hi. Well I don't like rice krispie treats....but I love chocolate, so I'll have some for you here soon =) If you want to check out my journal (Lift and Be Happy) I just posted some pics from a competition I went to Saturday. Some pics of the figure gals in there.

Which competition are you doing?

Although it's misery prepping, I can tell you show day is SO exciting and fun. It's all worth it, and it is definitely a lot more worth it when you are ready. Nothing worse than showing up at a competition eyeing up the other competitors and knowing you aren't there yet.

Good Luck and I'll be following along.

Angela

Thanks for the encouragement, I need it. the show is NGA 9th Annual World Body Building and Figure Championship on Sept 8th.

I'm really hoping that the payoff is worth it...it has to be!! Anything this hard and psycho has to have best after-party. If not, my coach and I will be having some words out back.

bull.dogz · 07-31-2007, 10:06 AM

Ok, I'll take one for the team. I eat a whole plate of rice crispies just for you! Hang in there girl! Maybe showing your pictures may not be a bad idea. Ask people that have done shows (and won) to give you an idea of what you need to work on. That way your not going in totally blind. I've never competed before, I just don't have the balls (or the body yet) to do it but even if you don't feel it. Your already coming out on top! Hang in there!

thenewchamp · 07-31-2007, 10:14 AM

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Originally Posted by bull.dogz

Ok, I'll take one for the team. I eat a whole plate of rice crispies just for you! Hang in there girl! Maybe showing your pictures may not be a bad idea. Ask people that have done shows (and won) to give you an idea of what you need to work on. That way your not going in totally blind. I've never competed before, I just don't have the balls (or the body yet) to do it but even if you don't feel it. Your already coming out on top! Hang in there!

Awe! Your the best...a whole plate? Just make sure you have a picture (for proof) to upload into the journal. Yeah, my mom is ticked off with me, she's tired of gaining weight...something about empathy eating. She's a good woman and now so are you. LOL!!

My coach assesses me everytime he sees me and makes adjustments accordingly...personally, I think the picture lie. My photos are not what I see in the mirror. But, I'm stoked that I get to meet one of my coach's girls who just competed 2 weeks ago and got second for NPC. She annoyed Coach as much as I do with my impatience...I can't help it! I'm new so of course I'm going to question everything that you say...repeatedly! No reason to put me in a headlock. LOL!

**TheSheepdog** · 07-31-2007, 07:39 PM

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Originally Posted by frogprincess72

you crack me up... even tho you've been restricted from everything humanly desirable.. (can you still have sex at least? ha ha.. hey, maybe the rice crispy treat might be more enjoyable than sex right now.. who knows) you still have your sense of humor..and that will get you thru this and on to your competition! you're gonna rock the socks off the other gals!! keep it up cheryl... you're a tuff nut!

um....never mind

thenewchamp · 08-01-2007, 12:50 PM

Another day, another rant. I posted a hot little message on my blog today...somebody said something to me and instead of rippin them out the frame I posted it so thousands of people could see it. http://blog.bodybuilding.com/thenewchamp

This morning's training was not as intense as I would have liked. We did shoulders and although tired and I struggled to push the door open...my arms didn't feel disconnected from my body. I guess everyday can't be torture (*sigh*) We did a lot more 'instructive' training. As I was working, he made me focus on certain parts of the muscle; kept giving me more work to do later today; and he kept pointing out where he is seeing progress. I was happy about that!

We discussed the next couple weeks and what was in store for me... what he would be taking away, what would be added, and how much more cranky I will become. The crankiness is really mixed for me because I will be cranky until I hurt someone's feelings...and then its as if you've given me a piece of chocolate. I walk away with a goofy, satisfied grin on my face...yeah, whenever I'm smiling my friends are like 'what did you do?' If I had human emotions their comments would hurt

I've found a place to get my suit. I hope to go in the next week to pick it out. I've pulled the website and I know what styles and color I want so I just need to make the trip. I'll wait until 2 weeks out and go and pick it up. You guys let me know what you think of this color on me.

**TheSheepdog** · 08-01-2007, 01:25 PM

in my coming to america voice................hey is that velvet

j/k

you know i dont know

**TheSheepdog** · 08-01-2007, 01:29 PM

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Originally Posted by thenewchamp

Another day, another rant. I posted a hot little message on my blog today...somebody said something to me and instead of rippin them out the frame I posted it so thousands of people could see it. http://blog.bodybuilding.com/thenewchamp

This morning's training was not as intense as I would have liked. We did shoulders and although tired and I struggled to push the door open...my arms didn't feel disconnected from my body. I guess everyday can't be torture (*sigh*) We did a lot more 'instructive' training. As I was working, he made me focus on certain parts of the muscle; kept giving me more work to do later today; and he kept pointing out where he is seeing progress. I was happy about that!

We discussed the next couple weeks and what was in store for me... what he would be taking away, what would be added, and how much more cranky I will become. The crankiness is really mixed for me because I will be cranky until I hurt someone's feelings...and then its as if you've given me a piece of chocolate. I walk away with a goofy, satisfied grin on my face...yeah, whenever I'm smiling my friends are like 'what did you do?' If I had human emotions their comments would hurt

I've found a place to get my suit. I hope to go in the next week to pick it out. I've pulled the website and I know what styles and color I want so I just need to make the trip. I'll wait until 2 weeks out and go and pick it up. You guys let me know what you think of this color on me.

cant wait to see how you look, wish i can be there. Sometimes it feels like like im the one getting ready...except for the carb craving, the intense workouts, the emotional rollercoasters, but other then that im with you

btw, how many suits are you going to get. I know with the men, you want at least two suits cause the tan can come off on your suit

thenewchamp · 08-01-2007, 04:13 PM

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Originally Posted by armymuscle01

cant wait to see how you look, wish i can be there. Sometimes it feels like like im the one getting ready...except for the carb craving, the intense workouts, the emotional rollercoasters, but other then that im with you

btw, how many suits are you going to get. I know with the men, you want at least two suits cause the tan can come off on your suit

I repeat myself...I wish that you were there too...this is because of you!!

I'm getting two suits. I need a one-piece and a two-piece. I would like to have another one just in case something happens but that's all I can afford right now (not sure if I can afford it yet LOL). This show is sucking me dry. I told my mom for my B-day we need to have a donation party.

You have emotions?

**TheSheepdog** · 08-01-2007, 04:20 PM

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Originally Posted by thenewchamp

I repeat myself...I wish that you were there too...this is because of you!!

I'm getting two suits. I need a one-piece and a two-piece. I would like to have another one just in case something happens but that's all I can afford right now (not sure if I can afford it yet LOL). This show is sucking me dry. I told my mom for my B-day we need to have a donation party.

You have emotions?

no, im a soldier, a cop, and the ultimate alphamale/#5 of the 300 spartans, i have no emotions....but sometimes i do cry, but its only because its time for a release

thenewchamp · 08-01-2007, 04:29 PM

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Originally Posted by armymuscle01

no, im a soldier, a cop, and the ultimate alphamale/#5 of the 300 spartans, i have no emotions....but sometimes i do cry, but its only because its time for a release

time release...that's hilarious!

thenewchamp · 08-02-2007, 08:16 AM

I'm just checking...my post disappeared along with some other forum information that I had saved.

Back2zero · 08-02-2007, 08:37 AM

You're amazing. I've been following secretly but I now had to post.

And your blog hit home. Great text!

I'll keep reading about your progress but I wish you good luck during this last month.

thenewchamp · 08-02-2007, 09:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Back2zero

You're amazing. I've been following secretly but I now had to post.

And your blog hit home. Great text!

I'll keep reading about your progress but I wish you good luck during this last month.

Thank you!! Welcome to my daily rant. LOL!

Angela R · 08-02-2007, 10:04 AM

Hey Champ.

We must be on the same brain wave length. I almost killed someone on the bus ride to work today ;-) and I'm not even dieting. geesh, dumb people.

Can't wait to see the suit. So exciting. You have your shoes and bronzer all bought as well?

Hope you're having a better day. I'm headed to the gym right now to work out some of this negative frustration =)

Ciao

thenewchamp · 08-02-2007, 12:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Angela R

Hey Champ.

We must be on the same brain wave length. I almost killed someone on the bus ride to work today ;-) and I'm not even dieting. geesh, dumb people.

Can't wait to see the suit. So exciting. You have your shoes and bronzer all bought as well?

Hope you're having a better day. I'm headed to the gym right now to work out some of this negative frustration =)

Ciao

I have the shoes...thats it. I can't wait to get off work and start pounding. Its a leg day!

thenewchamp · 08-02-2007, 12:37 PM

I had a class today for work that didn't start until 9am. I was so excited because that meant that I could spend an extra 30 minutes to an hour in the gym and get most of my workout completed before breakfast and not have a lot to do this evening...*sigh*!

See, I'm the world's biggest procrastinator. Do not give me any free time because I don't know what to do with it. I guess you already know what happened. Yes, I did get up...but I didn't stay up. I laid back down to watch the news (why? Once your up you need to get up and fall into a cold tub of water but don't lay back down) and fell back asleep. Not only did I miss my morning workout but I was also late for my class...Ain't that a blip!?

This means that I have another long night ahead of me and I have to figure out how to complete cardio and still have the energy to work legs to the point of 'no walking', but be done before midnight. *ugh* Why can't I just do as I am told?

I might have to sneak out of work early to get done...Wish me luck!! Any ideas on the suit colors that I listed? I might go with something brighter but I don't know yet.

Angela R · 08-03-2007, 09:58 AM

Hey girl! Hope you got to sneak out early =) My thoughts on suits is the darker colors with the really light catching stones. The contrast really makes the suit. These picture aren't so great, but these two girls suit's were gorgeous!

Hope you are having a better day. It's FRIDAY!!!!

thenewchamp · 08-03-2007, 12:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Angela R

Hey girl! Hope you got to sneak out early =) My thoughts on suits is the darker colors with the really light catching stones. The contrast really makes the suit. These picture aren't so great, but these two girls suit's were gorgeous!

Hope you are having a better day. It's FRIDAY!!!!

I like those....I like the two-piece a lot!!! Thanks. I will look into those type of fabrics when I go up to see suits.

thenewchamp · 08-03-2007, 01:10 PM

So, I knew that this would be a bit pricey but I didn't expect circurmstances to come into play that would knock me out of the game...I might not have the money to compete next month. All day I've been trying to keep from crying. I can't believe that I have gone through this hell just to learn that I might not even see the stage.

It started while at work yesterday. I was checking on some things and trying to make adjustments to my budget. I calculated the minimums for the show next month and discovered that due to recent circumstances my reserve is on empty and I can either pay my immediate overhead expenses or do to this show...I can't do both and for some reason my mom won't let me move back home.

I don't know what to say to coach. We're getting together tonight for practice and I'm pretty sure his suggestion is to just to hold out for the next one. But...I can't. I cannot go through this and not finish it...putting it off is just the same as quitting for me and its breaking my heart! If I can't do this show and get to the end of it I might not have the energy to keep going until... God knows when!!

I did skip out of work early yesterday to hit the gym and I felt so good. But then I got home and was eating my last meal and I thought...what's the point? Why do I still care if I'm doing this for nothing. I should go to the grocery store and stock up on junk and just enjoy my weekend. I didn't...and I still got up at 4:30 this morning to workout.

Its not set in stone yet so I can't give up. Maybe I have a rich family member who dies over the weekend and leaves me money for my 28th birthday (which is Monday so show some luv). I told my mom and co-workers not to waste their time getting me anything...just show me the money and if they had any ideas for a fund raiser. I might have to hoe myself out for the weekend but then I'd be really depressed if I didn't get any business...LOL!!!!

I'll let you know what happens.

Angela R · 08-03-2007, 01:26 PM

What expenses do you have left? You said you got your shoes, right? Have you looked for suits yet? These are reasonable and I've heard from several that they are awesome. It is who I plan to use in the future.

Fees for the show itself? Ask your gym to sponsor you. I did that for two shows and two different gyms and was successful. They have funds for things like that. You just have to ask the manager.

Don't give up just yet. Where there is a will there is a way.

As for failing if you don't compete, that is utter non-sense. There is much more to this lifestyle than stepping on stage. There are awesome woman all around you on here that have never stepped foot on stage and are more down to the core bodybuilders than some of the girls that have competed around here.

You are looking at it wrong. You haven't failed anyone, your coach or yourself. Stepping on stage is great. It's kind of like a wedding. You spend a ton of money, you stress, you primp, you work your ass off for one day. Then that day is all about YOU and it's awesome. But then in the end it's over. And realistically you can never judge yourself from what the results of the show are. You can never predict how the judges will judge. They may be looking for a softer look and you are all shredded and lean. Does that mean you didn't work as hard cause you didn't win? Or hey maybe your posing is off and you need more practice. Does that mean you didn't work as hard? NO!

Don't be so down....you are a Leo afterall ;-) (I am too. August 18th here, baby!!)

Keep your chin up.....there's no crying in bodybuilding ;-)

Angela R · 08-03-2007, 01:27 PM

http://www.posingwear.com/index.htm

oops forgot to post the link

**TheSheepdog** · 08-03-2007, 03:55 PM

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Originally Posted by thenewchamp

So, I knew that this would be a bit pricey but I didn't expect circurmstances to come into play that would knock me out of the game...I might not have the money to compete next month. All day I've been trying to keep from crying. I can't believe that I have gone through this hell just to learn that I might not even see the stage.

It started while at work yesterday. I was checking on some things and trying to make adjustments to my budget. I calculated the minimums for the show next month and discovered that due to recent circumstances my reserve is on empty and I can either pay my immediate overhead expenses or do to this show...I can't do both and for some reason my mom won't let me move back home.

I don't know what to say to coach. We're getting together tonight for practice and I'm pretty sure his suggestion is to just to hold out for the next one. But...I can't. I cannot go through this and not finish it...putting it off is just the same as quitting for me and its breaking my heart! If I can't do this show and get to the end of it I might not have the energy to keep going until... God knows when!!

I did skip out of work early yesterday to hit the gym and I felt so good. But then I got home and was eating my last meal and I thought...what's the point? Why do I still care if I'm doing this for nothing. I should go to the grocery store and stock up on junk and just enjoy my weekend. I didn't...and I still got up at 4:30 this morning to workout.

Its not set in stone yet so I can't give up. Maybe I have a rich family member who dies over the weekend and leaves me money for my 28th birthday (which is Monday so show some luv). I told my mom and co-workers not to waste their time getting me anything...just show me the money and if they had any ideas for a fund raiser. I might have to hoe myself out for the weekend but then I'd be really depressed if I didn't get any business...LOL!!!!

I'll let you know what happens.

that last paragraph...i'll think about it

thenewchamp · 08-06-2007, 09:06 AM

So this morning started out rough. I woke up an hour later than I had planned...5:30 (I"m such a slacker); but I wasn't late for training. Another lovely leg day. Coach remembered me on this special day...he adjusted my diet so I am now on cutting! Oooh, I feel so bad for the people who need to survive around me for the next four weeks. I know and can guarentee that I will be straight evil!! Its going to be hilarious.

Since I'm 4 weeks out I am cutting down my carbs, and my protein shake intake but increasing my meat and veggies. Its bad enough I don't get that extra sugar boost from eating fruit and don't get that extra chocolate from my shakes; but now...no more fish. Now, that's just wrong! I'm a little bitter because I cooked enough fish to last me the rest of the week.

I feel good today, I got a couple good birthday wishes. My mom gave me some money to help toward my goals and my job gave me a gift card. Wrote another blog today...not as good as it could be but I'm carb deprived (I've got to get that shirt made).
http://blog.bodybuilding.com/thenewc...birthday-blog/

**TheSheepdog** · 08-06-2007, 11:04 AM

damn, 28 years old, you're almost 30 then 40 is right around the corner, then social security. Im glad everything is working out, send me your address so i can send your gift.

I did legs this morning after working 8 hours on a midnight shift and looking for criminals like batman (i guess i would be blackman), all i did was

leg press, 1 plate-10 reps, 2 plates 20 reps, 3 plates 30 reps, 4 plates 40 reps, 5 plates 48 reps...then walking lunges with 50's and leg extensions....what did you do?

no more fish??? o.k. whatever

oh btw my goal is 8 for 80 on the leg press

happy b-day old lady

bull.dogz · 08-06-2007, 11:29 AM

Don't give up yet. I've found that these things always have a way of working out somehow. Have faith.

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Originally Posted by thenewchamp

So, I knew that this would be a bit pricey but I didn't expect circurmstances to come into play that would knock me out of the game...I might not have the money to compete next month. All day I've been trying to keep from crying. I can't believe that I have gone through this hell just to learn that I might not even see the stage.

It started while at work yesterday. I was checking on some things and trying to make adjustments to my budget. I calculated the minimums for the show next month and discovered that due to recent circumstances my reserve is on empty and I can either pay my immediate overhead expenses or do to this show...I can't do both and for some reason my mom won't let me move back home.

I don't know what to say to coach. We're getting together tonight for practice and I'm pretty sure his suggestion is to just to hold out for the next one. But...I can't. I cannot go through this and not finish it...putting it off is just the same as quitting for me and its breaking my heart! If I can't do this show and get to the end of it I might not have the energy to keep going until... God knows when!!

I did skip out of work early yesterday to hit the gym and I felt so good. But then I got home and was eating my last meal and I thought...what's the point? Why do I still care if I'm doing this for nothing. I should go to the grocery store and stock up on junk and just enjoy my weekend. I didn't...and I still got up at 4:30 this morning to workout.

Its not set in stone yet so I can't give up. Maybe I have a rich family member who dies over the weekend and leaves me money for my 28th birthday (which is Monday so show some luv). I told my mom and co-workers not to waste their time getting me anything...just show me the money and if they had any ideas for a fund raiser. I might have to hoe myself out for the weekend but then I'd be really depressed if I didn't get any business...LOL!!!!

I'll let you know what happens.