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I'm a raging alcoholic

I've been aware of my issue for quite some time

I drink in binges i go months at a time white knuckling and legit put myself together as a model citizen and it feels...

So true

I think the problem is keeping in mind how I feel after going off the deep end and the days that follow it when I am back feeling good again, but that cycle of feeling good, ruining it.....

Do you think there's any difference as far as recovery goes between someone who drinks daily verse someone who goes on terrible multi day benders but has no issue going days/weeks without drinking
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It feels so good hearing the alarm go off this morning already wide awake compared to last Sunday it being the sound of the devil hitting snooze fifteen times, going into work looking like sht still...

It's amazing how fast you end up right back where you left off, even though I'm consciously telling myself "okay take it easy so I don't put myself in a position where I have to go sober again right...

After a year of on and off stretches of sobriety, longest was 5 months, I still struggle mightily. Most recently decided to move to another state because that seemed like a good idea. I move 1300...

bump

i was going up 5lbs every week on the 5x5 bench, obviously going to hit a wall at some point but i've gone down past couple weeks and havent been able to finish last couple sets

im also sore every...

Your going to need to front as a semi high roller in order to acquire typical ph sloot

wow strong beta white knight....

i've been to the wynn casino before, and haven't been to the encore casino/hotel at all

from what i've read it seems wynn has a little more action going on, so...

Which is moar alpha

just received 3 comped nights at wynn

going to use march 1-4 i think

I have the option of a room at wynn or suite at encore

what do?

was leaning towards wynn just because its a bit closer...

you squat 3 plates and only deadlift 3 plates?

no way you go parralel you fraudin *******

3 plate dead lift is starting strength for most heteros btw

Strong this, repped

If your gunna do that, don't tell her she has to pay you back

Pretty beta it's 30 fukin bucks bro

In all seriousness I know exactly why you requested her to pay you back, it was in hopes of...

4 months sober

All I want to do is fukin drink

I'm fukin miserable

Pissed at the world, have very limited if any social interactions, don't know what the fuk to do

I'm so fuking lonely

who gives a fuk srs

russian grl sounds alpha

this is what happens when insecure poverty wealthy ppl try to live beyond means and get expensive watches that they can't afford

you should only...

u seem jelly srs

I can confirm, I was weird virgin ******* srs

Hahahaha

What happened to rays retirement party

I've been a pats fan all my life but I wanted the ravens to win

After seeing that sht and hearing the countless morons call in sports radio...