Made it to Day 30 from January 3, as soon as I fapped I felt horrible, anxiety set in and I had to leave the bar after 20-30 minutes because it got so bad.
However, I don't think "work" is supposed to be fun, for me at least, I want to be able to make as much money as possible so that in my free time I can travel.
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This, I know that I'm simply being a b**ch, but for my entire life I've always had this mindset that no girl will ever want to do anything sexually with me.
I saw your post on that and bought some vitamin B complex, will probably buy a vitamin b3 also. Funny thing about what you said after is that one of my best friend's is a girl. Really cool 7/10 with...