Before you give over this sort of cash, you should wait till the baby is here and safe atleast. You do not know what can happen in the worst case scenarios.
Funny how her insecurities shon through when she had to put you down for doing something positive. She'll never know the feeling of a good work out and the benefits of good food (not feeling tired...
Why are you focusing on the past? People have lives before you and their life will not always revolve around you so get over it. It's like you blame her for not waiting for YOU.
Israel aren't to be taken lightly, they took back alot of land a while ago in a few days.
But since I'm in my process of joining the British Army, this is something I won't be looking forward to.