assuming your gear was real, I don't see why you would't have gained 20-30 lbs during each cycle. and then of course when done, you would lose some water weight, but shoul dhave kept an easy 15 each...
Protein when digested is broken down into peptides and then amino acids. What isn't used is then converted by the body to either Glucose or Fat. If it isn't used up it is stored in the fat cells.
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#1 stop buying stuff at G N C
#2 4 protein shakes a day? 1 or 2 is plenty. first thing when you wake up, and immediately after workout. Real food is better
#3 go to...
