Can't Stick To My Diet *FRUSTRATED*
I've just started a new program and for the life of me I CANNOT stick to it. I am so frustrated with myself! My meals are planned and easy to carry around with me if I'm out during the day. What's been killing me is that time period between 4 and 8. Why do the same number of calories for the first three meals feel fine during the day, but at night feel like I'm starving to death? Even if I am a little hungry during the day between meals its not the kind of all consuming psychological stress that I have in the evening. Is there a physiological reason for this? It is simply mental?
I made it through the first two days fine, but for the last two days I've binged (first night on 900 cals of chocolate and tonight on swiss cheese and sweet potato). So, for the last two days I've still managed to hit the gym but I've been eating either at or roughly 200 cals above maintenance. I know the right thing to do is not beat myself up about it, think of it as an opportunity to take advantage of some mini muscle gain, and get back on track tomorrow. I guess I'm just worried that I cannot get myself out of this pattern. I've been struggling with these 10-15 pounds for two years now, am newly single and I want to feel good about my body. It just feels impossible! Ugh. Just venting. Thanks for reading!