I can't seem to get anywhere!
I don't know anymore!
I tried! I dieted, I lifted and probably try to get some rest.
But lets be honest here no one can perfect all of this in a consistent basis right?
I just saw this dude whom I saw a year before and the dude got huge!
Am I jealous? NO!
But it does say to me that I can't do it!!!!
I mean I tried! I can go at it over and over and over!!!
I'm measuring crap over and over!!! Yes I lost the weight!!!
But dear God I don't think I'm getting muscular or stronger or better!!!
I know I get it! If I can't eat an elephant a day! And If I can't lift huge chunk of weight in PERFECT FORM THEN I'M SCREWED!
YOU can blame everything that's on the top of my head right now. But I can't also tell you that I'm not trying my best!!!
Is it just possible that I don't have enough test cause there most be a reason!!!
I can't for the life of me improve!!! I tried getting fat and I tried caloricly torture myself! The only difference was the amount of fat I got not of how much muscle or strength I've been gaining!!!