As per the Duke's request (and me being here first this morning, lol)...
...we have a fabulous new room! Let's throw flowers all over the place. And glitter. And maybe some hot guys. ;)
Also, reps for SeanFleming who made the last post in #4. Yay!
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As per the Duke's request (and me being here first this morning, lol)...
...we have a fabulous new room! Let's throw flowers all over the place. And glitter. And maybe some hot guys. ;)
Also, reps for SeanFleming who made the last post in #4. Yay!
Awesome, a new thread! Looking forward to the many discussions and topics we will bring in here :-)
I'm all out of glitter...but I have a broken Bedazzler.
And so it begins... Lol
Wow!!! Part 5! I've been around here since before some of you guys were probably born. :)
Deal me in.
[QUOTE=trvlr70;863766981]Wow!!! Part 5! I've been around here since before some of you guys were probably born. :)[/QUOTE]
You are still a baby that needs an overdue spanking :D
Part Cinco (aka) five.
In on page one.
In in 1st page my heavenly blessed beauties! X
Also in....I think I came in midway through part 1...
Strange site....why does it tell me I have to log in, when I'm already logged in..?
[QUOTE=bhujerban;863623341]As per the Duke's request (and me being here first this morning, lol)...
...we have a fabulous new room! Let's throw flowers all over the place. And glitter. And maybe some hot guys. ;)
Also, reps for SeanFleming who made the last post in #4. Yay![/QUOTE]
Do I get a prize? LOL
[QUOTE=MenStraight;863832091]You are still a baby that needs an overdue spanking :D
Part Cinco (aka) five.[/QUOTE]Re: Spanking. I can only give it. LOL
[QUOTE=trvlr70;864226411]Re: Spanking. I can only give it. LOL[/QUOTE]
Then we will require a third for a spankee, who's up for abuse and a spanking?
[QUOTE=MenStraight;864355961]Then we will require a third for a spankee, who's up for abuse and a spanking?[/QUOTE]
Scott's pretty used to these things. I'll be in for that. Then we can have a daddy fantasy. :)
Too much....? Sorry... :(
Is page one too soon for some drama?
As mentioned several times, and extremely abridged here, I've gone without sex, love, or even friendship for the most part in the small rural town I live in because of my parents (moreso because of my 'sperm-donor' because of his popularity and urge to know everything about his family [because of paranoia, not love], than my mom, though she's the one I worry about more since finding out I'm gay would devastate her beyond everything.).
I've done okay for the first five years, having one year filled with sex whenever we made the trip to Albuquerque, last year with occasional sex with out-of-towners, but quite a few dry spells inbetween. I think the recent has finally gotten to me.
I've had a semi-crush on someone in town, who sadly works at the school (Along with sperm doner), so I've limited myself to subtle glances (And - I admit - the occasional letter, though only one revealed these intimate details). To-day was vaguely the same, only since leaving school (He was walking home as well, though no-where close to me), I've had this horrible pit-of-the-stomach urge to break down and cry - to no avail, mind you.
As horrible as it may sound, the sperm donor is in the hospital with a broken hip, and a very small part of me is hoping he takes a turn for the worse, because it'd mean a lot more freedom for me...however, even if that happens, I get the feeling that the guy I like (verified bi/gay) probably still wouldn't give a toss about me. As it is, I've gone so long without intimate socialisation, I'm not sure I'd even be able to...
Just rambling, to brighten up the mood, I'll volunteer for extra spanking!
IN on the GNU thread! :p
One more time.
So lets see if I can recall the ones on the original thread: Tvrl, LolRick, Miami, and I still post. I don't remember if WLM was around than or not. I do wonder what happend to pro, cowboy, 2pound, CHALL etc. I guess they finally stopped wasting time at work.
It looks like Disney might not be in the books for me this year. Sadly, my coworker that could cover me isn't really accepting the responsibility. I am still trying to figure out a way around that.
Had the fun of starting a project and than findout that it will not be used after I spent a significant amount of time developing it. Such is life.
Some guy hit my car and that has been fun. One would think with how bad of a driver I am that I would be in more car wrecks and be at fault. The gods seldom give punishment to those that deserve it.
[QUOTE=Cohaku;864641401]Is page one too soon for some drama?
As mentioned several times, and extremely abridged here, I've gone without sex, love, or even friendship for the most part in the small rural town I live in because of my parents (moreso because of my 'sperm-donor' because of his popularity and urge to know everything about his family [because of paranoia, not love], than my mom, though she's the one I worry about more since finding out I'm gay would devastate her beyond everything.).
I've done okay for the first five years, having one year filled with sex whenever we made the trip to Albuquerque, last year with occasional sex with out-of-towners, but quite a few dry spells inbetween. I think the recent has finally gotten to me.
I've had a semi-crush on someone in town, who sadly works at the school (Along with sperm doner), so I've limited myself to subtle glances (And - I admit - the occasional letter, though only one revealed these intimate details). To-day was vaguely the same, only since leaving school (He was walking home as well, though no-where close to me), I've had this horrible pit-of-the-stomach urge to break down and cry - to no avail, mind you.
As horrible as it may sound, the sperm donor is in the hospital with a broken hip, and a very small part of me is hoping he takes a turn for the worse, because it'd mean a lot more freedom for me...however, even if that happens, I get the feeling that the guy I like (verified bi/gay) probably still wouldn't give a toss about me. As it is, I've gone so long without intimate socialisation, I'm not sure I'd even be able to...
Just rambling, to brighten up the mood, I'll volunteer for extra spanking![/QUOTE]
Not that you are looking for advice but my un-asked for advice would be to move as soon as possible. Go off to college some where or anything really. Staying in that town will make it difficult for you to ever life the life you would like to live.
[QUOTE=Cohaku;864641401]Is page one too soon for some drama?
As mentioned several times, and extremely abridged here, I've gone without sex, love, or even friendship for the most part in the small rural town I live in because of my parents (moreso because of my 'sperm-donor' because of his popularity and urge to know everything about his family [because of paranoia, not love], than my mom, though she's the one I worry about more since finding out I'm gay would devastate her beyond everything.).
I've done okay for the first five years, having one year filled with sex whenever we made the trip to Albuquerque, last year with occasional sex with out-of-towners, but quite a few dry spells inbetween. I think the recent has finally gotten to me.
I've had a semi-crush on someone in town, who sadly works at the school (Along with sperm doner), so I've limited myself to subtle glances (And - I admit - the occasional letter, though only one revealed these intimate details). To-day was vaguely the same, only since leaving school (He was walking home as well, though no-where close to me), I've had this horrible pit-of-the-stomach urge to break down and cry - to no avail, mind you.
As horrible as it may sound, the sperm donor is in the hospital with a broken hip, and a very small part of me is hoping he takes a turn for the worse, because it'd mean a lot more freedom for me...however, even if that happens, I get the feeling that the guy I like (verified bi/gay) probably still wouldn't give a toss about me. As it is, I've gone so long without intimate socialisation, I'm not sure I'd even be able to...
Just rambling, to brighten up the mood, I'll volunteer for extra spanking![/QUOTE]
I think the things you are missing out on in life are way more important than what are maintaining by staying hidden. Like someone said I think it would be best to move on, get out of that small town. My parents were devastated when i came out, and they still aren't anywhere near being accepting, but I could not imagine myself having been in the closet this long. There was a lot of family drama, a lot of fights, a lot of tears, a summer of depression, but all of that was worth the happiness I'm able to have. I ultimately adopted the attitude that if my family wasn't going to love me then I don't need or want them in my life, which sounds kind of harsh, but I realized there were people around me (family, cousins), who i had loving relationships and don't think anything of me being gay.
I could rant on about it for every, but in short , I'd say while coming out or moving on will be hard to do at first, the consequences and what you gain out of it are SO much more.
Thanks, both of you. While I agree with your assessments, There's other irritating little elements that take an otherwise good option and make it an Everest. Small town = more people than jobs, and everyone would rather hire friends of the family or people from church that the strange little hermit :P
Luckily, because I have Asperger's (A.K.A. general quirkiness and some odd mental wiring, but nothing that seriously affects life), I technically qualify for the aide of a Government paid job developer, so I'm giving that a go, and seeing if he can't help me succeed where I've been failing for the past two-ish years (Yes, two years, and not even a bloody McDonald's level job!). The toughest application in town is K-Mart's, seeing as it's all on the computer, and all previous attempts ended with "We're looking for others better suited" being said by the computer rather than a person, and apparently he knows the tricks to getting by it, so that's worth a stab. I would prefer and am most likely qualified for a better paying job, but at this point, I'll take what I can.
Either way, I'm still young, and I think I can survive this life a little longer (While the romance aspect may be poor, the small town with nothing to do means I have plenty of time to focus on working out and improving my body :D) before I go 100% insane.
Thanks guys, it's nice to have someone(s) to vent to.
We have had TWO fatal hit and run accidents in our neighborhood in the past week! This morning's takes on a personal note, as the 13 year old granddaughter of a close friend lost her life in a senseless auto accident less than two miles from our house. Some douche was driving 90 mph down the US 1 bus lane (he was drunk), and sliced through the min van carrying this little girl....
We live in a quiet suburb, so this is all too much to handle.....
What a horrible tragedy... That poor girl. :(
[QUOTE=MiamiSpartan;865833891]We have had TWO fatal hit and run accidents in our neighborhood in the past week! This morning's takes on a personal note, as the 13 year old granddaughter of a close friend lost her life in a senseless auto accident less than two miles from our house. Some douche was driving 90 mph down the US 1 bus lane (he was drunk), and sliced through the min van carrying this little girl....
We live in a quiet suburb, so this is all too much to handle.....[/QUOTE]
Condolences to her family, please. :(
Good nights from Spain:
This is my first day since I downloaded this app. And very happy with its contents. I have a long way to walk learning and working hard my body but I really would appreciate to find mates to share this passion as still don't have friends who share this life stile. I think this thread is great.
[QUOTE=MiamiSpartan;865833891]We have had TWO fatal hit and run accidents in our neighborhood in the past week! This morning's takes on a personal note, as the 13 year old granddaughter of a close friend lost her life in a senseless auto accident less than two miles from our house. Some douche was driving 90 mph down the US 1 bus lane (he was drunk), and sliced through
We live in a quiet suburb, so this is all too much to handle.....[/QUOTE]. Really sorry, she was beginning to live
im deployed military...message me i like to chat ;)
So this is the "new gay thread." I'm almost 40, so where is the old gay thread. haa haa
I'm new here and lookin' around and this thread looks like fun. Unfortunately I don't do glitter. I prefer tools, motorcycles, bad puns and meditation. I could throw up some left over bolts mixed with sawdust though. I love fixing and building things. Apparently I got into the wrong line when God was giving out the spin and fluff.
I turn 40 in July and am tired of being weak, stiff and sore and generally not feeling so robust. I did several months of Pilaties and the last six weeks of pretty intense cardio and lifting, plus Pilates, almost everyday with nice results. I can do seven pull ups more than the 0 pull ups I could do when I started. During my late 20s I was on the masters swim team and was uber fit and always recall how nice life was back then when I could swim 10 miles a week. Apparently Ruffles and tumblers of whole milk and Oreo cookies is not a replacement for swimming. So I am returning to a fitness oriented lifestyle so that this body that I live in is a pleasant vehicle to roll around the world in...
I just started Insanity today to try something different from gobs of lifting. I didn't have a heart attack, which I take as a good sign. But my legs are down there saying *explicitaves deleted* what the hell do you thing you're doing??!!!"
I'm interested in what people do for nutrition to get lean and strong?? Got a favorite smoothie (other than certain male persons...)
Welcome.....I'm probably more into sports than most others on this site....all of our differences is what makes the world go round....
Good workout this am....Did back and bi's today...
Had to work off dinner last night, which was at Texas de Brazil, one of those places with copious amounts of meats brought to your table by hot Brazilians, etc...
:)
Rod's ex was in town, so it was a continuation of his birthday celebration....
This Wednesday, we will be heading out to see our first game at the new Miami Marlins' ballpark....REALLY looking forward to it, altho Rod isn't..!! LOL!
The tix were given to us from his old company (who he now works with as a vendor), so his best friend from there and her husband are going with us....Great seats, too!!
I've been to the park to watch a practice, but this will be my first game....