April 12th 2002

[ScorpioGurl]

This really sucks!! Since i went on my holidays.. I have lost a bit (A lot) of drive to get my a$$ in the gym. I know i said I would go while I was away... but there were just toooo many things going on. So, now I need to get more enthusiastic about my life in the gym!!!!
And, If anyone reads this section...(not too many threads in this part.. ) any support is welcome.
I'm going tomorrow morning forsure!! I said that yesterday, but since i lost about 3 days of sleep.. i slept in until an hour before work.
I know this may sound pretty pathetic, but you guys here are awesome, and really know how to boost someone up, no matter what!
Thanks in advance ((( if anyone see's this ))) ;) :)

Scorpio Gurl

[Sweetness]

Helllloooooooooo!! I seeee yoooou!! LOL! So how was your trip?
Im feeling the same way right about now. But I set a date, the date is June when I must post follow ups so I better not make an ass of myself and get my skinny butt in there pronto. Once you get going, in the "zone" its awsome but its like that first week is such a DRAG!! You should do the same thing, JUNE baby!

[Bone]

You know what....it happens to everyone once and a while. I personally look at pics to pump myself up when I feel down about training. Just keep at it, you'll be back into it in no time. C'MON GIRL YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

just tryin to help

Bone

[ScorpioGurl]

What do you mean.. Start journaling here June? or working out?
Sorry... little tired right now.. and probably making an ass out of me!! LOL (j/k) But anywho.. I plan on going to gym a.s.a.p tomorrow. But keeping my records, won't do that until I get my routines straightend out...

[ScorpioGurl]

Hey Bone.. Yes, your right about the pics. I get to look at all the muscle mags every month, (no cost) and it gives me the drive.. I think I'm just being a baby about leaving my mother... and the friends i met...

Thanks for your encouragment!! :)


Originally posted by Bone
You know what....it happens to everyone once and a while. I personally look at pics to pump myself up when I feel down about training. Just keep at it, you'll be back into it in no time. C'MON GIRL YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

just tryin to help

Bone

[Sweetness]

sorry, I meant follow-ups like pictures. I have to post pictures in june, that is my motivation.

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by Sweetness
sorry, I meant follow-ups like pictures. I have to post pictures in june, that is my motivation.

Oh yeah!! Forsure!! I'm there.. that's always something eating away in the back of my mind.
Great Idea Sweetness! Thanks :)

[Bone]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Hey Bone.. Yes, your right about the pics. I get to look at all the muscle mags every month, (no cost) and it gives me the drive.. I think I'm just being a baby about leaving my mother... and the friends i met...

Thanks for your encouragment!! :)



Thats what I'm here for!!! :)

Peace

Bone

[ScorpioGurl]

Did an hour of cardio today, had to leave early.. didn't think the gym was closing so early.. but going tomorrow to a cardio class and doing legs.. I think that after you get your first gym day in.. after taking a break... then you get the drive back..
The one thing I love when I go to the gym, is sweating!! and feeling the burn!!!

I'll write in here tomorrow, and let ya know how it went :)

SG

[ScorpioGurl]

Today~~~ Did 15min. on stepper 20min. on treadmill and 1hour of kickbox cardio!!!!!!!
I feel Damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooo HOoooooo :D
LOL, I haven't sweat as much as i did today at the gym then ever before!! They don't have the air on and it was packed with people, and no circulation!! But it's good, I love sweating!! It feels great :)
Getting back into it isn't so hard.. it's just the first minute that sucks,, and then it just keeps getting better!

(( Sound like I'm in a better mood today?? :D )) lol

[ScorpioGurl]

I am going to do cardio again today, I'm off to gym now, be back later to post what I did at gym... :)

Later >> SG

[ScorpioGurl]

Continued from last post::::::

Did 45min. of interval on treadmill at a good speed. Then I did my upper body using some circuit machines (( don't really like that room.. too many people in there )) Did the rest in the free weight room and tons of abs.

Feelin' pretty damn good!

[cb4]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Today~~~ Did 15min. on stepper 20min. on treadmill and 1hour of kickbox cardio!!!!!!!
I feel Damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooo HOoooooo :D


Holy CARDIO, Batgurl!!! You're just like one of my friends...she considers 45 min of stepper/treadmill a WARM-UP to her kickboxing class! Crazy girls...;)

[ScorpioGurl]

Yes Yes... Love the cardio!!! I do it before I do a class or a hard work out..
Today did cardio on the stepper and treadmill, then I did my legs... pumped them so much that when I was walking home it felt like I was walking on bubbles! LOL

Didn't feel like I got a great workout in, I worked 9 hours today, and was pretty damn hot for April.... Now I have a freakin'
un-even tan on my arms and legs... lol, now I have to go and tan nekkid in my backyard!!!!! :D :D

Have to do another 9 hours tomorrow, and think I'm just gonna do cardio tomorrow... not sure yet.

[Bone]

Naked in your backyard, eh? Hmmmmm.............. you live where again? lol :)

Peace

Bone

[ScorpioGurl]

LOL @ Bone!! :D hehe...

Well, I had a long as$ day at work... my feet are killing me!!!!! I don't think it's too good to wear 4 inch heel boots all day long.... standing... ouchie :( Gotta pick up some new shoes, just not sure what kind I want.

Didn't go to the gym today, going for a walk after work, and going to bed early. Seems lately I have gotten about 3-4 hours sleep a night.. I go to bed early, but i just lay there~! It's soooo annoying. And I have no idea why.
I'm pretty damn tired right now......

[Irishman]

I am soooo pumped about June now! ScorpioGurl AND Sweetness, posting new pics! Fitness kittens rule!!! (my wife's a definate fitness kitten too - I wish I had half of her cardio endurance). Keep up the GREAT work ladies - we'll be cheering you on.

[ScorpioGurl]

Thanks hun!!! :)
Can't wait to post my new pics... :D :D :D

[D&G]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl

Can't wait to post my new pics... :D :D :D

I can't wait either.

[comet]

LOL

post new pics ... so does that mean theres older ones ?

link me up ! :)

[ScorpioGurl]

Hey guyzzzzzzz!!!! Yep Comet, I have old pics, they are in the pic forum somewhere, just hit the search button if you want.

Later Boyzzzzzzz :D :D :D :D

Off to go have coffee with my bro!

[ScorpioGurl]

Today, FINALLY got to sleep in... don't even remember the last time i did :D LOL

Went to gym around 12pm, did 45min. cardio on treadmill, and then just ended up doing the circuit and abs at end, didn't go to my kickbox cardio class, the gurl who normally does it wasn''t there today, and don't really like the way the other person does it.
Working 7-4 tomorrow, and hitting the gym after

thinking of cardio and upper body. and abs..
Will post again tomorrow... :)

SG

[ScorpioGurl]

Guess I kinda slacked on this a bit! ~ I have been doing all my workouts.. and keeping up with myself..

Cardio has been going great ~ Doing tons of that..

Workouts. should step them up a bit, and will ...

[ScorpioGurl]

Oooh man are my abs ever sore!! Did my classed yesterday, and 45min. on the treadmill.
Feels like a good hurt, and it's good because for a while I wasn't feeling any pain at all after my workouts.

Starting to see a bit of a diff. when I look into the mirror. But not near as close to wear I should be... that will come in time... ;)

Going out for dinner tonight with my god-mother.. ( aunty )
we're having wings... So, I had a really small breakfast, just 3-4 egg whites cooked in a whole wheat wrap. and 1.5 litres of water, going to also fill up on water before I go so I don't have too many wings... :D lol

Went to gym today too, only did a half hour of cardio and mostly legs, but some upper body aswell... kind of a fast day today, had a few other errands to run....

~~ Scorpio Gurl ~~

[ScorpioGurl]

Mmmm... dinner was great! ~~ Now I'm having a handful of yummy strawberries, and some watermelon..

Wanna try to get some more sleep, haven't been able to sleep a lot lately... and it's kinda draging me down...

[Bone]

Your doing awesome....compared to when you were not in the mood to train, for that little bit. I proud of ya girl!!!!!
:D

Peace

Bone

[ScorpioGurl]

Thanks Bone! :)

Stayed home today, and cleaned up house.... have to work tonight, so I'm not going today. But off tomorrow, so i'll be doing my cardio and weights.

Plan on ~ hour on treadmill, and upperbody, maybe a cardio class too... not sure about that.

[ScorpioGurl]

Well, I went to work today, all normal and everything... and I notice this one guy who walks in.. He looks familiar, so i took a double take. And he noticed me looking. ~ He is my mother's ex "friend" ... and their relationship went REALLY bad, and I can't emphasize that enough...... well, I went to go visit her out west, (edmonton) and I told the guy he had to leave after my mom had told me a few things about him, she was too afraid to be alone with him.. etc. SO ~ needless to say it didn't turn out too good, I ended up punching him in the face, and he left shortly after that... about a week later, my mother and I went out, and I just happend to forget my I.D. So, I went back to the place to get it, by the time I got there it was really late. and there were no more buses running.. and this place was pretty far.. So i stayed in.. she never showed up, I waited till' the middle of the next day to call the police, and they said she can't be filed as a missing person until 48 hours or something dumb! ~ I had to wait by myself, not knowing where my mom was... it was 4 days all together I waited, the police put a search out for her, and I flew back to Ontario, meanwhile... She was kiddnapped by this fcking as$hole, and raped... tortured and beaten by him, she was found in Winnipeg!! Till this day, I feel like I could shoot him myself.. but I can't..... and won't.
Well, to the story again.... I was at work, and THIS SAME GUY!!! came in to buy a few things, He knew I saw him... and I'm ****tin' my pants all day at work, this guys a ****ing loon!!! Now, I'm terrified, I don't wanna' be alone anywhere...
The last I heard was he was blaming me because he was in jail for 2 years, because I called the cops.. WELL, you damn right! That's my mother he ****ed with,, !!

Sorry... I had to get this out, i figured it's my journal... so it's all good. ~~ I'm just completely freaked out right now... :( :(

[KyokushinTiger]

Wow!!! Thats Crazy!! I'd suggest you just be extra cautious thats all if this guy is around and he probably does know who you are still and just did it 'came into your work' to scare you... I'am qualified to talk about what wackos act like because I used to teach rape prevention classes 'martial arts' about 2 years ago... So I'am gonna talk from experience here... OK This guy probably went to see YOU!!! To scare you plain and simple,,, see guys like him play off fear! The trick is to be strong and don't show fear beacause if you do he will play off it BIGTIME!!! if you don't act scared he will probably be intimidated by you and may move on... BUT..... never drop your guard wackos!!!! are unpredictable in every sense.. I suggest you do some research into this guy and know his current residence and just let the police know your situation and where he's located... I know it dos'nt help alot always.lol but just inform them... Stay Safe...

[ScorpioGurl]

Damn, I really suck at writing in this journal!!!! LOL...

Well, training isn't going too good... kinda keep going into slumps, i think it's cause the weather here keeps changing... like hot and sunny to snow and then rain.. it's just crappy.!!

I need to get a good kick in the butt to get back on the saddle!!

I'll try to keep up with my writing though, for my own reference of course.. ;) :D lol and whoever actually reads these..

[Bone]

Hey scorp........keep training hard. I know what its like to be in slumps. If the weather sucks go taning or something to keep your mind positive :) Weathers not too good here either. (B.C.) I know you can train hard....its in you girl!!!!!

Peace

Bone

P.S. I'll give you a good slap on the a$$.......oops!!! I mean kick in the butt LMAO :D Thats what Im here for!!

[ScorpioGurl]

LoL Bone! I'm sure you would keep me in order!! hahaah.. ;)

I am getting out of my slump, it's getting better... but I know I'm not doing max of my abilities.

Thanks for your kind words Bone :)

SG

[Big H]

What's new with the journal Scorpio? How's everything going?

[ScorpioGurl]

Damn, i didnt think anyone read this... lol

I am going to gym, as normal... good eating habbits,... and working...

BIG LIFE I HAVE>>> LOL

but I had to take off 2 days from gym, I could barely walk when I finished my workout... Just happened that I did legs day before my class, and did legs in class too... oohhhh shiit!!! well, I paid for it the past 2 days. lol
But going back tomorrow, and I'll try to get into writing in here again... You guys are pre occupying me in other sections here .. lol

[Big H]

Haha. Yeah, I try to keep my "immaturity" confined to one section.. The misc one.. Keep us up to date though.. :D

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by Big H
Haha. Yeah, I try to keep my "immaturity" confined to one section.. The misc one.. Keep us up to date though.. :D

Will do, lol... I try but it's so damn hard when all you guys are setting yourselves up :D lol ;) (j/k)

[Big H]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl


Will do, lol... I try but it's so damn hard when all you guys are setting yourselves up :D lol ;) (j/k)

Yeah. We men are pigs,no! ehhe..

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by Big H


Yeah. We men are pigs,no! ehhe..

lol,. yeah, but that's what makes you'all so damn special :D hehehe...

No gym today, didn't have time .... lol, pretty lame excuse eh...

But have to go tomorrow....

[ScorpioGurl]

Went to gym past 2 days, had good workout, and feel it today :)

prolly just going to do cardio tomorrow, but might end up doing some more, not sure.. depends on how body is feelin' .. lol

[Templar]

hey, i was checking out what this section was.

Just wanted to say that we here in Montreal also have our share of bad weather! :(
i ain't counting the rainy days anymore

[ScorpioGurl]

Today, did 2 classes..
first one was mid rip, and it was alright, it all depends on what instructors are doing the class...

Then I did Kardio K/O ~ Which was rrrreeeeally good today :D ~ Had a great instructor, and she didn't really do a whole lot of cardio, it was mainly just proper techniques, and a lot of reps. When I was done the class I was dripping, and everyone else was too.. lol, but I really got a kick from the class... I know I'll be feelin' that tomorrow... :D yeeeeeah baby ;)

Now, I'm all pooped out.. I am almost ready for bed!

:)

[ScorpioGurl]

Just had my interview with my gym. It went very well. I have to re-look over the papers, and call before Friday for a "real" interview. This one was just a down low on the whole position, and what is expected.. what qualities.. etc.

So, it's a membership co ordinater (managment trainee)

The woman made this sound like it's very easy, all you have to do is motivate people to come to make a healthier lifestyle, persistant, and administrative work...

So, what do you guys think about this? ~ I'm very excited, and they are in need of people for this position badly aswell.

I could start immediatly, as soon as I can give my notice at my other job.

Any comments, anyone who does this as a career too??

[ScorpioGurl]

Oh yeah, did a class in a half today.. lol, I couldn't get the second one down.. it was waaay too confusing.

The instuctor in the first class though.. KILLED me, which is good, I haven't been feeling so much (good) pain after workouts/next day lately.

Damn, I'm in such a good mood :D:D heheheheheh

[IronWarrior]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Just had my interview with my gym. It went very well. I have to re-look over the papers, and call before Friday for a "real" interview. This one was just a down low on the whole position, and what is expected.. what qualities.. etc.

So, it's a membership co ordinater (managment trainee)

The woman made this sound like it's very easy, all you have to do is motivate people to come to make a healthier lifestyle, persistant, and administrative work...

So, what do you guys think about this? ~ I'm very excited, and they are in need of people for this position badly aswell.

I could start immediatly, as soon as I can give my notice at my other job.

Any comments, anyone who does this as a career too??

Congrats... seems like someone else is doing the interview thing this week as well.. anyways your gym is International Family Fitness ?? same as mine.. I know a few people who do that job they seem to like from what I can tell... is your pay also gonna be commission based as well?? because the people I know that do it get paid a certain commission for every member ship they sell and they get a small 'cut' from every member that they signed up something like a dollar for everymember per month so if you sign up 10 people in 1 month 10 bucks is tacked 'raise' on to your pay each month for every month... if you have 100 people signed up in your sales history you get 100 tacked onto your pay each month... guess its a way of getting raises?? I guess you could also work your way into other positions as well like doing membership sales and maybe teaching aerobics as well??? The manager at my gym that I've known for years she manages, does sales and teaches aerobics 5 classes a week... so I guess theres room to make more $$$ doing different things.. The biggest thing in that industry 'fitness' is you have to be personably and friendly... even if your having the worst day you have to show up with a 'fake smile' on your face..lol.. even if you feel like s***... Good Luck.. Keep us posted!!

[ScorpioGurl]

Awesome post! Thanks. :)
Yeah, it's salary and commision pay, and it's basically everything that you said. I really am interested in it..
I am very friedly, it's just my competitive side I need to work on, but the manager told me that there is a lot of training to do, and will be VERY helpful.. so that makes me feel better.

I think this is going to be something great.. I plan on having health and fitness a big part of my life, see, I was and still thinking about going for nursing, and want to learn about personal training.... so I was going to think about going for Physio Therapy. And if I can get this behind my belt, then it's a step closer to both positions.. (maybe a small step, but nonetheless..) :)

Thanks for the reply... and I'll keep ya posted on it :)

Later ~ SG

[ScorpioGurl]

No gym today, unless I go after work, I'm pretty sore from yesterday's classes... lol..

My obliques are killing me! :D :)

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by Sweetness
sorry, I meant follow-ups like pictures. I have to post pictures in june, that is my motivation.

SOOOOOOOOO.... where's the follow up :D lol, I haven't got around to getting any pics taken... but i'm working on it. Hopefully soon.

what about you though, did you get any follow up taken?

[Sweetness]

Well......I ...got a tan... other than that, there is no real dramatic difference, I dont think i have anything to show....WHERE ARE YOURS???LOL wanna make it july??

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by Sweetness
Well......I ...got a tan... other than that, there is no real dramatic difference, I dont think i have anything to show....WHERE ARE YOURS???LOL wanna make it july?? '

Alright, I'll try for July... around the end of the month.. alrighty..

I'm just a big procrastinator .. lol, that's all :D

[Irishman]

Now we have to wait until July!!?? Doh! (That was in my Homer Simpson voice). Oh well, July it is :) :)

GO FITNESS KITTENS!!! :D :D :D

[IronWarrior]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Awesome post! Thanks. :)
Yeah, it's salary and commision pay, and it's basically everything that you said. I really am interested in it..
I am very friedly, it's just my competitive side I need to work on, but the manager told me that there is a lot of training to do, and will be VERY helpful.. so that makes me feel better.

I think this is going to be something great.. I plan on having health and fitness a big part of my life, see, I was and still thinking about going for nursing, and want to learn about personal training.... so I was going to think about going for Physio Therapy. And if I can get this behind my belt, then it's a step closer to both positions.. (maybe a small step, but nonetheless..) :)

Thanks for the reply... and I'll keep ya posted on it :)

Later ~ SG

I'd say work on getting into a nursing career!! I know a couple of nurses and there currently working 12 hour shifts 5-6 days a week! why?? because theres a extreme shortage right now in 'Ontario' and 40% are going to retire within the next 10 years.. they say need them badly!! just like the skilled trades sector also 'which I'am into' i.e 'welding,machinist,millwrights'... its seems graduates are not getting into nursing and skilled trades in 'Ontario' most are going for 'IT tech' careers instead , I guess its the way the times are...nursing is also stressful work it pays very well in 'Ontario' but alot still don't go for it .. just like skilled trades 'its hard work' pays well but most rather 'get into computers e.t.c' which is fine.. it all comes down to what you have a passion for?? and more power to the people looking to get into Nursing or skilled trades because over the next 15 or so years its gonna be not too difficult to land a job... because of the lack of people.. I suggest go for the nursing because 'I guarantee once you finish your schooling you will have a job' You can also get into personal training and do it on the side as well... if your really ambitious.. plus it will give you extra $$$... Good Luck...

[ScorpioGurl]

See, that's exactly what I was thinking.. I will prolly end up taking nursing forsure.. and I really love to workout, I mean.. I have developed a great deal of passion for a healthy lifestyle and helping others get into it too... doing personal training is also something I would like to get into later in future.

I know the shortage is going to be extreme in the next few years, that was my whole plan. I have the passion to help people... so i figure it will be something very easy for me to do.. yes, stress wil be a big factor due to shortage, but it would be worth it I think.

Thanks IronWarrior :)

[Nicole]

I say go for it! A funny thing is that a lot of the people in the medical field are just as unhealthy as everyone else and they have all this knowledge! It would be great for you to get in there and set an example! Good luck!

[Big H]

Post your pics ASAP scorpio :D

[LethalGunz34]

Big H, when are you going to start your journal?:D


Scorpio, post some new pics;):D

[ScorpioGurl]

I have 2 classes today, mid and K/O ~ Also wanna go see the fireworks tonight...

Pics pics pics pics pics.... yeah yeah, I'm working on themm... :D :D

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
I have 2 classes today, mid and K/O ~ Also wanna go see the fireworks tonight...

Pics pics pics pics pics.... yeah yeah, I'm working on themm... :D :D


I will be going to the Macy's July 4th parade in NYC for the fire works. It should be fun. :cool:

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34



I will be going to the Macy's July 4th parade in NYC for the fire works. It should be fun. :cool:

Right on! YOu'll have fun i'm sure :D :)

[Big H]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34



I will be going to the Macy's July 4th parade in NYC for the fire works. It should be fun. :cool:

Take me :D

[ScorpioGurl]

Alright back to Journaling :D

Haven't gone to gym over long weekend.. tried once, but the damn place was closed.. lol ~~ SOoooo, I will be going tomorrow aafter work, hopefully after my interview :)

And I just made a damn good dinner! Very proud of myself... chicken breasts.. not burnt, potatoes... also not burnt.. :D and sausages.. and them a little burnt, they taste better that way :p

Spent most of the weekend tanning, watched fireworks, and spent some time with my bro.. ahhh, and tanning.. did I mention that lol :D

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by Big H


Take me :D


Sure, why not.....oh wait:rolleyes: July 4th was on Thursday......:D
Anyway, the fireworks were GREAT!!!!!!!!!:cool:

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Alright back to Journaling

Haven't gone to gym over long weekend.. tried once, but the damn place was closed.. lol ~~ SOoooo, I will be going tomorrow aafter work, hopefully after my interview

And I just made a damn good dinner! Very proud of myself... chicken breasts.. not burnt, potatoes... also not burnt.. :D and sausages.. and them a little burnt, they taste better that way :p

Spent most of the weekend tanning, watched fireworks, and spent some time with my bro.. ahhh, and tanning.. did I mention that lol


I guess you better watch those sausages next time;).....or just fry up one big one instead:D:D

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34



I guess you better watch those sausages next time;).....or just fry up one big one instead:D:D

Oh I'll watch em alright! :D :D lol.... I'll keep a close eye on them!!!!!!!

[ScorpioGurl]

Been slacking again, with the gym. and journaling.. but It's not too bad, just going to really feel it when I get back., lol

Okay.. now, job number one, the one i've been at a while, hasn't given me too many hours.. cause HOPEFULLY job number two, at the gym will pull through, and I can quite job number one..

Going this sunday for final interview with job 2 (gym) and have to take the Manager for a tour of the gym, and pretend she's going to be a new member, try to get her to feel the vibe .. you know.. make her wanna come and join the gym. And I'm going to be the Manager :D hehe... sounds nice eh? :D

Ahhh, been hangin' out with a buddy of mine lately.. he's a cool guy.. and a friend, had to make that clear more than once this weekend/week... lol, my neighbor.. (K same know's who i'm talkin' about.. ) he pops over every once in a while, but I'm usualy not home,, he has mentioned a few times that He thinks I'm "attractive" :o but neither of us are ever home when the other is...

Thinking of going to the golfing range a lot more, I had a lot of fun trying to hit the ball today... and can now see why so many of my friends like to golf .. lol

Ummm... Well, since i'm writing this book now.. i mid'a'swell talk about how I feel..

Just completely out of it, I don't know what the hell's a matta' ~ Normally I am in the centre of attetion, love hangin' out with friends, and laughing and all that.. etc. But recently, just been feeling down... not sad.. just, confused I think. Whatever it is, it doesn't happen alot, and I don't like it..

Okay, i think i'm done now... maybe .. lol

[jimku69]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
Been slacking again, with the gym. and journaling.. but It's not too bad, just going to really feel it when I get back., lol

Okay.. now, job number one, the one i've been at a while, hasn't given me too many hours.. cause HOPEFULLY job number two, at the gym will pull through, and I can quite job number one..

Going this sunday for final interview with job 2 (gym) and have to take the Manager for a tour of the gym, and pretend she's going to be a new member, try to get her to feel the vibe .. you know.. make her wanna come and join the gym. And I'm going to be the Manager :D hehe... sounds nice eh? :D

Ahhh, been hangin' out with a buddy of mine lately.. he's a cool guy.. and a friend, had to make that clear more than once this weekend/week... lol, my neighbor.. (K same know's who i'm talkin' about.. ) he pops over every once in a while, but I'm usualy not home,, he has mentioned a few times that He thinks I'm "attractive" :o but neither of us are ever home when the other is...

Thinking of going to the golfing range a lot more, I had a lot of fun trying to hit the ball today... and can now see why so many of my friends like to golf .. lol

Ummm... Well, since i'm writing this book now.. i mid'a'swell talk about how I feel..

Just completely out of it, I don't know what the hell's a matta' ~ Normally I am in the centre of attetion, love hangin' out with friends, and laughing and all that.. etc. But recently, just been feeling down... not sad.. just, confused I think. Whatever it is, it doesn't happen alot, and I don't like it..

Okay, i think i'm done now... maybe .. lol

hey Scorpio Gurl

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by jimku69


hey Scorpio Gurl

Hey Jimmy, how ya doing? :)

[BIGPOPPAPUMP]

Originally posted by jimku69


hey Scorpio Gurl


LOL

[ScorpioGurl]

Well, have been taking too much time off at gym.. and having waay too much "fun" ,.. lol, and now it's gonna stop.

Went to gym today for 2 reasons, one to kick my ass back into gear! :D and the second to explain to the people there why I am not suitable for the position that they were going to hire me for.
I thought about it a lot, and had the script pretty much memorized.. all ready to go, but I am definatly not the type to go and try to pursuade someone to buy a membership.. Yes, I said this to the lady, and she had no problem with it. She still wanted me to come, and work.. they train you to be a great salesperson...
I think I may take personal training into consideration when I am a little bit older, and can learn more about everything. Right now, I want to get some stuff out of the way... then get into college/ Uni.. and get my life started seriously.

Anyway... enough about my life.. :D lol
Did chest, tri's and bi's today.. and a cardio class.. and a lil' bit on the stepper, but not a whole lot.

TOmorrow, doing legs, whole crap load of abs... and cardio class again.

My diet is getting better again, stopped filling up with the "Summa' Time Liquids" :D lmao and now back onto water again.. lmao.

See how easy it is to slip outta' the "zone" when it's so beautiful out everyday! :D hehe

Okaaaaay, I'm done now ;)

[97LT1]

Is just between me and you baybae..........:D

[ScorpioGurl]

hehe 97LT1 :D

Okay, went to gym 2 days ago, did legs... oohh what a beautiful pain the next day :D lol worked past 2 days, and went out didn't really get a chance to go. (lame lame lame.... i know) so, tomorrow it is... cardio and upper.

Had a really crappy night a work tonight.. lol, but it's over now.. ;)

[97LT1]

Sometimes, if i have a bad nite at my 3rd shift job, i won't feel like working out the next day. It sucks sometimes.

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by 97LT1
Sometimes, if i have a bad nite at my 3rd shift job, i won't feel like working out the next day. It sucks sometimes.

Well, it wasn't that bad... lol, I'm just bitching... :rolleyes:

How ya doin 97' ? :)

[97LT1]

Not good. My girl is leaving for Puerto Rico tomorrow to vist fam, and she's hang out with friends on her last nite here. She hit me up with some 2-ways, but it's not the same.:( I'm pretty bummed out.

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by 97LT1
Not good. My girl is leaving for Puerto Rico tomorrow to vist fam, and she's hang out with friends on her last nite here. She hit me up with some 2-ways, but it's not the same.:( I'm pretty bummed out.

ohhhhh :( Sorry to hear bout' that... That's hard eh..?


Well, you got some people here to chat to if you need :)

Hugs!

[97LT1]

Heh, that's that i've been doing for the past 21 hours.:( I guess she had alot of stuff to do today(er yesterday) and her friends wanted to party and go clubin. No men allowed. She's 23, so it's ok with me, i guess.

[ScorpioGurl]

She's leavin' tomorrow and she's not spending last night with you? Hmm... kinda weird, I would have been hurt forsure.. :( But that's just me.

[97LT1]

I feel pretty ****ty. I don't understand women sometimes. I'm 31, so we think different.

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by 97LT1
I feel pretty ****ty. I don't understand women sometimes. I'm 31, so we think different.

Understanding.. lol, well.. I don't even understand myself a whole lot.... ;) :D

:)

[Sweetness]

tic, tic, tic, tic, its july 28......where are yoooou??? LOL

[ScorpioGurl]

Oh I'm a terrible person.. lol, I keep tellin' ya guys I'm getting new pics... I still don't have them.. :(

Back onto reg. gym visits now, did my legs 2 days ago and my ass is still damn sore!!! hope i didn't strain it too much.. it's not usually this sore for so long.. oh well.. lol

How ya doin' Sweetness? :)

[Sweetness]

Im doin dandy thanks. ya, happens to mee too, but only with the legs, never with upper body. Ill keep buggin till you give in lol. I hate pictures personally. It is absolute torture. But I sucked it uo soooooo... ;) :D

[ScorpioGurl]

I know... I'll bug gramps for the digi cam..... and get back to ya all on that.. ;) :D ;)

[ScorpioGurl]

Man, that's it.. I gotta put the crack down on my ass... no more summer time fun... well, not like I have been doing lately... lol.

GO to gym about 4 - 5 times a week, my only problem is I do my legs more than upperbody.. I give them time to heal, but do them as soon as they feel 'up to par'
Cardio could be hiked up a lil' bit too... meals are good, a lot of protein, chicken, egg whites, fruits and veggies :D Also have to up my water intake considerably, kinda slowed down on it a wee bit. Ummmm, dunno what else..

:) Will write again later :)

[ScorpioGurl]

OOOOOooooooohhh My legs are gonna be sore tomorrow! :D hehe

I did 2 classes today, and could barely walk up the stairs to leave! lmao I love that though, crawling your way up.. :D

Was damn hot in the gym again today too, by the time I left, I had to Peel my clothes off! lol

Oh ya, the 2 classes i did were Body Blast, and Boxing (which is mostly cardio) so, was pretty good.. *sigh* :D

SG

[bufchk]

I hear you!!! I have had such a hard time getting back into the bodybuilding mode, I just had to take a couple of months off............hang in there and make small goals for yourself. I know how it is even being a trainer sometimes you just got to do it

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by bufchk
I hear you!!! I have had such a hard time getting back into the bodybuilding mode, I just had to take a couple of months off............hang in there and make small goals for yourself. I know how it is even being a trainer sometimes you just got to do it

Yeah, I really enjoy lifting, it's the cardio I have a hard time getting into.. lol. The next day pain is one of the best things! :D kinda weird I know, but that way.. I know I did a good job the day before ;) :)

Thanks Bufchk! :) Lookin' forward to seeing your progress too

[ScorpioGurl]

Damn am I ever tired today. Tried to sleep last night after work, got home at like 12:30am, and didn't fall asleep till' 6am!!!!! There was a baby crying at one of the neighbors place, and I could hear it all night! THEN the smoke detector goes off right beside my bedroom for like 5 seconds, there was no smoke or anything in the air! didn't make any sense... lol
THEN, after I did finally get to sleep, one of my old buddies I never talk to anymore, calls me at like 11am!!!!!! :mad: ohh man, was I ever pissed.. so, stupid me, I go for a coffee with him.. catch up a bit.... and very fast realize exactly why I don't talk to him anymore... he hasn't changed one bit, always getting into trouble... blah blah.. just don't have time for people like that.

Then at work, we have a new guy in, and had to do pretty much everything that he was supposed to do... *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* :p

SO, that's my rant for the day :D

Oh yeah, my ex boyfriend comes in to my work, and starts asking me if I want to go to a movie or dinner sometime... lmao !!! I couldn't believe it... sheeeeesh...

Okay, now I'm done ... I think... lol

SG

[1 Jimku69]

i hate new people that don't know what they are doing. you are right it is like doing his job for him pretty much.

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by 1 Jimku69
i hate new people that don't know what they are doing. you are right it is like doing his job for him pretty much.

lol.. yep. But I guess we all have ta' start somewhere.. I was the same when I started, just not as slow... I catch onto things pretty fast.

Oh well, I'm home now, and I can go crawl up into my bed... lol ;) :)

[ScorpioGurl]

What a day! LOL ......

Just worked all day, got off.. and went out with a buddy of mine to Morty's and then to go play pool. Ended up chattin' about "life" and what "certain people" were/are/aren't feeling.

And the end of the conversation ended with me telling him that the feelings aren't mutual on both sides. I feel like we just have a great friendship, and he felt something more.. It is all good now, I had to clear it all up, it was starting to bother me a bit. But he is such a great friend of mine, that I can trust... and so forth. I'm glad that I haven't lost another friend over such a thing. :)

Though he denies it, I think he's jelous over someone who has shown interest in me lately... and this person only lives like 3 houses down from me, I can't deny that I don't find that person attractive, but it's hard for me to express myself to others who have a hard time dealing with something that they don't want to hear. ************ ****....... lol, I dunno, guess this is just a post that I'm releasing a bunch of crap into.. lol ;)

Don't have to work till' tomorrow night, and going to gym tomorrow to do legs :D :D oooooooooohh yeah baby!

Later !

[ScorpioGurl]

Been a bad gurl lately. Skipping my gym visits again, and diet is slipping on and off. Except for maintaing high protein and lots of water. I keep cheating!! :mad:

In doing all this, I have noticed that my mood changes drastically... always tired, not sleeping properly, not eating right .. etc.
When I am going to gym regularly I find that I'm always go go go with everything, in a great mood all the time.. not sleepy throughout the day..
So, this summer fun is leading to a bad outcome all together. Time for Stephanie to wise up and get onto a better lifestyle.

Also, finding out that my mom could possibly / don't know yet.. but may have cancer. That alone is very frightening... I have to learn to deal with these kind of things better.
I tend to just block people out, and try to forget about it... but in the long run, just makes things a lot worse. :(
For example,. my older brother... we used to be tight.. going out to play pool, go to movies once in a while.. or just out for coffee... I'm lucky if I talk to him once a month now... And it's not that I don't try to get together, he just doesn't seem to have time for anyone in his family.
Now, he had an bad accident a few years back, and was left with a pretty bad brain injury, he doesn't really have a short term memory, actually it's more of a selective memory... if he want's to do something then he'll remember to do it, but if not, in one ear out the other. That's why I don't understand why he doesn't ever want to do anything anymore...
He hasn't accepted that fact that he has a brain injury, He is very smart... yes. But there isn't one time since this accident that I could carry a full convo. with him. He's always laughing to himself, and has a sense of humor that only he understands. Which may be a factor in why he doesn't like to come over anymore, I don't know. That, and I know that he drinks a fair bit and smokes dope frequently, since he started smoking dope, i noticed that his ability to even talk for a few min. has dropped a lot. It's pretty sad actually, I can't say anything to make him change, do anything... I can only hope that he will one day realize that he DOES have a problem, and it really doesn't have to be as bad as he is making it.
I guess I'm just releasing some tension that I'm thinking right now, feels better once I get this out.. and know that atleast one person might read this :)

Hopefully I'll be logging in here more often, and in a better mood then ... :cool:

Steph :)

[ScorpioGurl]

Had a more postitive day today, except for one thing, went to bed at a fairly decent time, and set my alarm to get up early enough to go to a 10am class... lol, and I slept in :mad: So, I just did a killer leg routine today, and 30min of cardio.

I made those protein bars last night, and tasted them just today, and ....... ahhhh, they aren't that great... but they're really cheap, and have a lil' taste of the natty peanut butter in them. :)

So, for dinner I'll be making bbq chicken, with cajun and pepper, a lil' garlic on it... and some veggies :)

Ciao ~ ;)

[ScorpioGurl]

Had a great day today.

Slept pretty good, did a Body Blast at the gym today.. which worked out all major parts.. legs, shoulders, tris, bis, chest, calves, back, and abs.. and butt.

Feelin' a little stiff right now, but good enough.
:D

Just got in from work a lil' while ago, and relaxing now.

Not sure what I'm doing tomorrow at gym.

[ScorpioGurl]

DON"T EVEN ASK......

[LethalGunz34]

Wow, I can't believe you actually type something everyday here, even though sometimes no one responds....I'll be here to check it out everyday from now on...;)

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34
Wow, I can't believe you actually type something everyday here, even though sometimes no one responds....I'll be here to check it out everyday from now on...;)

People check it, believe me.. lol, there's no way I look in here as many views as it says there.. ;)

I just post in here to hopefully get my ass in gear PERMANANTLY soon. lol, too much work, no sleep.. then no gym :( :( lol

Steph

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl


People check it, believe me.. lol, there's no way I look in here as many views as it says there.. ;)

I just post in here to hopefully get my ass in gear PERMANANTLY soon. lol, too much work, no sleep.. then no gym :( :( lol

Steph


How many hours do you work everyday? It seems like you set out in the morning and come back home at 11pm. It's 1am here now....

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34



How many hours do you work everyday? It seems like you set out in the morning and come back home at 11pm. It's 1am here now....

yeah, I have been working 2 - 11pm lately.. it changes a lot though.. grrrrrrrrr :mad: shifts.... they suck .. lol

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl


yeah, I have been working 2 - 11pm lately.. it changes a lot though.. grrrrrrrrr :mad: shifts.... they suck .. lol


Yeah, that sucks....I remember back in high school when I worked at Dunkin Donuts(would you like milk or cream with that?:D)..
One time I had to work from 9am to 10pm...then I had to go back at 4am and work until 2 pm....it sucked but everybody needs money....
It was a pretty good job actually, especially the tips...I earned only $5.50/hour but got around $40 in tips everyday, sometimes evne more. I remember on Christmas Eve I made $90 on tips.

Not to mention all the coffee bags, Coolatas, Iced teas, donuts, bagels, and muffins that I took from that place...:D

[ScorpioGurl]

Originally posted by LethalGunz34



Yeah, that sucks....I remember back in high school when I worked at Dunkin Donuts(would you like milk or cream with that?:D)..
One time I had to work from 9am to 10pm...then I had to go back at 4am and work until 2 pm....it sucked but everybody needs money....
It was a pretty good job actually, especially the tips...I earned only $5.50/hour but got around $40 in tips everyday, sometimes evne more. I remember on Christmas Eve I made $90 on tips.

Not to mention all the coffee bags, Coolatas, Iced teas, donuts, bagels, and muffins that I took from that place...:D

LoL.. yeah, the job I have is alright... still minimum, there's always lots of people around, I meet people everyday... and get along with everyone. So, it's not that bad all together.. just nothing that's gonna last longer than sayy... 6-7 months. (out of my hands.. :( )
But anywho... I'm trying to get off to bed, but I keep replying to a few threads.. lol ;) :)

[LethalGunz34]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl


LoL.. yeah, the job I have is alright... still minimum, there's always lots of people around, I meet people everyday... and get along with everyone. So, it's not that bad all together.. just nothing that's gonna last longer than sayy... 6-7 months. (out of my hands.. :( )
But anywho... I'm trying to get off to bed, but I keep replying to a few threads.. lol ;) :)

I'm going to bed right now....sweet dreams...;)

[DarkFalcon]

Hey Scorp was checking out the journals and was surprised to see only four here, I guess it won't take long to go through them all..lol. I'm planning on starting one here as well even though I keep a log at home as well. Your thread is definately the most personal and I'd say pretty honest. After reading it I get the impression you only do leg workouts..lol. :D You also sound like your kind of a slacker ;) I can't blame you though summer time is pretty hard to stay focused. One thing I noticed you didn't include was your current stats and fitness goals? I think it's easier to stay motivated if you set certain targets as it gives you a measuring point to shoot for. By the way if it's not to personal where do you work? It sounds like you spend a lot of time at your job. Anyway keep up the good work and quit slack'n already. Cheers

[DarkFalcon]

Uhhh duh I just realized this was the womens Journal section...lol. Don't I feel like a loser now. :o I guess that's why there are only 4 journals here, I don't think I will be posting my journal here after all..lol. This is the last time I read these damn boards at 4:30 am.

[Hibiscus09]

Have you heard anything on your mom yet?

[ScorpioGurl]

Thanks for lookin' at my Journal DarkFalcon :)

Yes, I am slacker in the summer time. And yes, it may sound like I only do leg workouts, but those are the ones that feel the best and hurt the most when I'm done.. lol, I do upper body too.. It's just that it responds to working them out much faster than my lower body. ;) :)

Stats
5'2" - 3" (not sure)
120lbs

Errrr, not sure what else I should put.
I would like to get down to about 105lbs - 110 lbs. Then after that gain back about 10lbs of muscle. ? Not sure about that either.

Hibiscus - Yes, I heard from her last week, she has to go in for more scans, and a biopsy *(I think that's what it was called) but can't go untill Sept 11.

Thanks for lookin' in my journal Guys!! :)

[Hibiscus09]

Well, I hope everything goes well for your mom. I know that stuff is really stressful to go through -- both for the person & for their loved ones!

I just noticed we are about the same size. I'm 5'3 1/2 and 120 lbs. I'd like to lose a few of those lbs. :) I'm getting a little older -- turning 41 on September 5 (yikes!) and my body fat is around 17%. It used to hang between 13 & 15%, but that all changed when I hit 40. I keep trying to fight it back down but it just won't go! Oh, well, I guess things could be worse.

[ScorpioGurl]

Well, right now I'm supplementing the following.

(once a day) 50mg Ephedrine
(3 x day) MM4
(3 x day) Guggil
(4 x day) CLA

I also take vit. E vit. B6


I'm not going to mention my workout routine yet. It is sluggish a little lately. but will continue that very soon.

Have you ever tried and ECA stack? (Hibiscus)

Thanks for the cheer up :)

[DarkFalcon]

Hey Scorp. sounds like a plan well..sorta like a plan..lol. :) I'm not sure if it would be easier to put the muscle on by just staying around the same weight you are or dropping the ten pounds of bf and rebuilding from a lower %. I would think it would be easier to build with the extra bf but I've been wrong o'plenty. As far as measurments go you should try to define some targets like how big you want your thighs, biceps, waist, etc.. . Going by bodyweight can be decieving escpecially for women who retain water at ummm.. certain times if ya know what I mean. :o I saw your thread in the misc. section about your wrist, that sucks I had a strained tendon or ligament in my forearm this summer from being an idiot and arm wresling this 6'5 270 pound guy at work (I'm A LOT smaller but you know ya gotta show up anyway..lol) Anyway it took about a month before the pain went away during workouts and six months later it still doesn't feel right. Well I hope your feeling better soon and if you don't mind I'll check back here once and awile to see how your progressing. By the way I noticed a bunch of you guys like BPP, Jimku, K(same), all live in Toronto. Have you all met each other or were you friends before joining BB.com? Later

[ScorpioGurl]

Hey DarkFalcon... I'd be flattered if you kept in touch with my journal :D :D lol

My hand/wrist... I dunno what the hell is going on with it. I'll get it checked if it gets worse..

Umm, no BPP.... Jimmy and GL we all met on here, I have yet to meet BPP, he claims "someday" :D but dunno if he's too shy or what... lol ;) :p hehe

Thanks

[ScorpioGurl]

Went to gym and did a body blast today.. lol, was kinda funny though.. I couldn't do a few of the upper body things cause my wrist hurt like a som'of'a'bitch! So, guess what I mainly focused on today.. lol YES LEGS!! :D

It's still sore today, and don't think that wrapping a tensor around it helps.. it just makes it throb even more. :(

now just doing some cleaning up around here, and then I'm going to try to get to bed early..

[strongfox2002]

Hey ScorpioGirl. I was checking out your journal and first I hope things go well with your mom. Second, I think that this situation with you mom is affecting your training, though I'm sure you try to leave your problems at home when you go to the gym. Sometime, though, out minds take over and we don't even know it. When was the last time you took a day or two to relax and enjoy your own company? Maybe you can pamper yourself for a day. Get an pedicure, manicure or a massage. This will help you relax and start fresh for the next day. It seems that you are very busy too but maybe you can plan a day or half a day to pamper yourself.

Stress will hinder any gains/losses you are trying to achieve. Famous words from my trainer whenever I get stressed out. He is so right. You can't grow if you're stressed.

Don't worry, you will get out of this rut soon. Don't give up, think positively and stay focused. You will get back soon.

Keep us posted on your daily journal.

Peace.

[ScorpioGurl]

Been working a lot, have been going to gym lately/regularly..

Starting to feel a little better now, I still think that I'm thinking too much, about many things. Just takes time to sort them all out.. and hopefully sooner than later.

LoL, had a guy come into my work on Thursday or Friday, I forget.. he asked me what I was up to, and if I wanted to go mini golfing with him this weekend.. I don't know him, never seen him before, lol... don't think the chances of that happening are too good.. :rolleyes:
And today, this other guy who keeps coming in to see me, not my kinda' guy, and kinda creepy.. asked me when I would be able to see him out side of work sometime.. :rolleyes: Man, I dunno!! :D

It's okay, it doesn't bother me, except the people I work with think that I have this "love potion #9" scent on all the time ... lol

My bro isn't doing good, and I have run out of patience with even trying to help or talk with him, he is so one track minded right now, and NOTHING gets through to him. He's only got until October paid for rent, and does not save any money. So, he'll be kicked out.. And have no choice but to go live with my mom... which he is really clear about not wanting to do so.

Gramma & Grampa are doing good, things are starting to lighten up in their lives.. which is good. Hopefully we'll be moving before X-mas, so I can get the hell out of this neighbor hood!!

Well, I think I let out a bit of heat from under my hat, still plenty to go, but I don't want to bore anyone who reads this.. lol :D :p

Later for now!

[DarkFalcon]

Hey Scorp hows the hand/wrist? I figure if it's permantely buggered all those leg workouts could go to a new career...:D

[ScorpioGurl]

My wrist is way better... everyone was right. It was just a sprain.

What was weird is how it progressed slowly, and then felt like a bruise and still does.. but nothing worth complaining about :D

It's all good in my hand region now :D

And new career! Ummmmmm.... lol, let me think bout' that one. Don't think that's the right job for moi! ;) lol

I much rather do legs than upper, I do work my upper, but end up posting what I do for legs 90% of the time.. lol

[ScorpioGurl]

Well, today was the last "half" day I'll have spent with one of my best buds today for a long time.
LoL, we had a pretty good time last night.. went to a really stupid movie.. called FearDotCom.... ****!! It was so freakin' lame.
Also went mini golfing, and I won "WOOHOOOO" :D lol

Then we sat outside of my place, and were just talking.. this HUGE cat comes up to us, I mean this cat was alteast 60-65lbs!!! And had dred locks.. we played with him for a lil' bit, had a laugh or two at it. :D But I think it was more funny then cause we were both over tired.. lol

So, just worked today.. and went out for coffee with him. And now i'm finishing up my laundry .... seems like it's a never ending pile !!!! ;)

[WonderwomanMN]

ScorpioGurl~ With all the craziness and chaos going on in your life sometimes you just have to stop..take a deep breath and SCREAM..no no no..not that...Enjoy the moment..thats it!! *smiles* Relax and Enjoy the little things! Keep it strong!!! :)

[DarkFalcon]

Hey Scorp, boring night on hear isn't it? What's going on with your friend, how come you won't see each other for so long? As far as laundry goes IT SUCKS! But for some reason when I don't do it no one want's to hang with me :rolleyes: :D How's the wrist today?

[ScorpioGurl]

Yep, pretty boring here tonight.. errrr, I mean this morning. :D

My bud is going to college, starting tomorrow.. and he works a lot to begin with. So, with the two together.. lol, gonna be hard to squeeze in extra time.. he never sleeps as it is now, he always says sleep is for the dead .. lol, yeeeeah.. okaay :D

Laundry is all folded, iron and waiting to be put away... somehow eachtime, I always end up not getting to that point ... hahahaha

Wrist is great, back to normal now.

I also just talked to my mom... I can't wait till she comes to visit!! :) She's going to get her plain ticket this week!!! Yeeeeah Baby!! And the best part, she'll be here for my B-day!
And about the move, lol... what would really suck is if we moved right before my mom came down, what kinda' vacation would that be, lol.. un packing and putting away :p Blah, no one likes doing that.... lol, cept me of course . lmao

How you doin' Falcon :)

[DarkFalcon]

Ah some good news for you for a change. :) Nice to hear, you deserve it. I'm glad your wrist recovered so fast, I guess it wasn't anything too serious that will cause you any long term discomfort. I'm glad to hear your mom is on the way, there is something about moms that just make everything feel right. :) You guys could have fun unpacking together but you may have to hide your naughty things before she gets there..lol. I'm sure you and your bud will still find a way to hook up once and awile and I've always found that with really good friends even if you don't see them for a really long time it's just like you were never apart when you hook up again.
As far as I am I'm pretty good. No one to play with tonight so it's a little boring. I'm the only night owl out of all my friends and most of them work early mornings. This is the last day of my vacation so I'm in dread mode knowing I have to go back to the slave pit tomorrow..ugghhhhh. Oh well I'm taking another week around Sept.22 so I don't have far to go before I can be a complete bum again. Actually today was quite boring overall as I just washed my wheels, ran errands, and fought with the gf..lol. Oh well they all can't be exciting I guess.

[ScorpioGurl]

So true...

I know... even if we have a few weeks till' we see meet up again, it'll be like before. only he'll be more tired.. lol ;)


I'm a night owl... lol, it's pretty bad, I don't get to bed till' like 5am and get up pretty early.. it's starting to catch up... but I will be getting myself out of this kinda' pattern soon.. lol.. no one is ever up at this time.. cept for my friend DarkFalcon :D ;) :D hehe

Yah, all my naughty things.. lol, I don't bother hiding things.. no point.
lol

[DarkFalcon]

You either have nothing to hide or your one of those weird people who can talk about sex with their parents..lol. As soon as my folks bring up the subject I'm outta there!!! And during my recent move my folks helped out so I made sure I got rid of any and all embarasing materials..at least I think I did???????? Nothing worse then finding something later that you thought you got rid of but was actually in plain view. Like this one time my mom came to visit unexpectedly and there was some lingerage laying around from the night before( and no smart ass it wasn't mine so no tranny jokes..lol) now my mom is always trying to help me out so she does my laundry once and awhile so she goes into my room and starts grabbing my dirty clothes that are lying around and of course she picks up the delicates as well :o..lol. She actually didn't say a word about it which made me even more embarrased. Oh well I have worse on her. ;)

[ScorpioGurl]

YEah, what can I say.. lol, I'm one of those weirdo's who finds it easy to talk to my mom.. :D
I think if I didn't then I would be nuts! She's been through many things,, and is actually willing to talk to me about most of the stuff good and bad. I share almost everything with her too.. I think that's why she is my bestfriend.. we get along great and trust eachother too.. :)

Besides.... I don't have anything TOO naughty layin' around.. ;) :D

[DarkFalcon]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl
I share almost everything with her too.. I think that's why she is my bestfriend.. we get along great and trust eachother too.. :)


That's awesome, I was just kidding about the weird part just in case you didn't catch it. My mom and I are close too we talk about everything but sex..lol. Just can't do it. Anyway fellow Owl I have to get up and work out before work so I gotta get some beauty sleep. Sweet Dreams. ;)

[ScorpioGurl]

Yep, me too...

Have a good sleep.. and prolly catch ya on here later! :D

Ciao ~ Scorp ~ :) :)

[ScorpioGurl]

Got up at about 7:30-8am today :D and off to gym, did a quick fix today... meaning I only did the circuit. But extra work on legs. (Duhhh, like you couldn't have guessed :D:D ) lol

Have to work 2-11pm, and might be on later... prolly not though, cause have to get up early again tomorrow.

Got a new pair of boots yesterday.. they are like my old ones, up to the knee, and black. makes me feel like I'm taller :D lmao
HAVE to remember to pick up a web cam this week, even though they take ****ty pics, it's better than none.
Then I can post some new ones on here ..

Off to work now... have a good day!!!! :p

Ciao

[DarkFalcon]

Originally posted by ScorpioGurl


Got a new pair of boots yesterday.. they are like my old ones, up to the knee, and black. makes me feel like I'm taller :D lmao
HAVE to remember to pick up a web cam this week, even though they take ****ty pics, it's better than none.
Then I can post some new ones on here .

Ciao

Scorp if you post pics of yourself in knee high black boots I won't be able to control myself :D Hope your day went well. I have to get up for 5am for work so nighty night. Later

[ScorpioGurl]

Wouldn't you looooooove to see a pic of me in those boots.... :D:D;) LoL

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Some more news from here...

I'm prolly moving in November as I have posted many times already... but this is my journal, so it's okay :D lol Also, gramma and grampa are moving too, into a really nice place, a nice area!!
I just saw it today, they got everything signed and done.

It's unbelievable how things can go from a really slow dead end feeling, to an all out off the top excilerating feeling!!! I mean, all in a matter of a couple weeks...

So, things are going great, except for my bro... and I actually had a talk with him last weekend. He doesn't give a ****.. after trying to have a conversation with him and asking him how he feels about all of this, me moving and him and I not ever talking like we used to.. etc. He didn't say anything, just shrugged his shoulders and laughed.
That's when I realized that from his head injury a few years back, he has changed. And he is someone different now. I can't make him stop drinking, partying, and leaving his family behind in his life. But I can still be there... One thing I won't do is take him in. He had many chances to make the right choices, and has chosen to keep doing what he's doing now.. which yes, hurts me a lot to see. I'm on my way to getting my life started in a big way... I have to think about school, and get that organized... how I'm gonna get my stuff out to Winnipeg... Oi, that's gonna be a tuff one. Cause I have my liscence and all.. but it's just a beginers. I could pay one of my buddies to come down here and drive out there, but that would take away a lot from my funds I have saved.. lol, which isn't a whole lot, but enough to start.
I'll have a job soon as I get out there, so that's is covered.. untill I can get a better job.
My mother is going to find a place for me, just hope that she doesn't pick some real crappy place.. *nervous laugh*

And yes, I know I'm crazy for moving to Winnipeg, JUST before winter starts ... lol but it'll be worth it in the summer :D

That's it for now... have to get ready for work...

Ciao ~ Steph

[Nicole]

I love Winnepeg! You are so lucky! I used to live in North Dakota and we would go up there all the time. Good luck!

[ScorpioGurl]

Thanks Nicole! :)

[Draiman]

strange thread.

[Muffinbeast]

strange thread.

Yes he mad